Hon I miss you so much.. every where I look there is a memory of you. I cannot look to the future further than a second. 43 years of marriage??? I remember seeing you for the first time as you picked strawberries at my grand father malotts strawberry farm when I was about 8 and you would have been around 11 years old. You looked so handsome with your cool looking goggle shaped sunglasses. You looked up from your row and smiled at me. Who knew that 12 years later we would be vowing to love and honour until death do us part. Babe even though that marriage contract may have come to an end in this natural world heart/love is the contract in the spirit world which has no beginning and no end . i will forever remember your kind happy smile, your generous spirit and your love of "family"